In The Midst Of My Tears

Within this edition is advice to help readers focus, continue to pray, and to always trust God. The faith-building text gives readers the skills to forgive, meet lifes challenges, face them, and finish them. (Practical Life)

You dont know my storyis about my life and the people in my life. I express the joy, hurt, and heartaches I had to endure in my life. I truly have a story to tell. Being me wasnt easy, but Im here. God had to test me many times, but He was always there to pick me back up from falls. Because of Him is why Im still standing today. Everything happens in its timing and season. Now is my time to give birth to what God has placed in me; so my contraction, labor pains, discomforts, and overdue was not in vain. God knew when the time would be for me to birth out to you my purpose that He placed in me. My story is here to heal, deliver, mend, comfort, support, and help someone move forward. I ask myself many times why me. I was given the strength to endure what I went thru to stand in the gap for another. I was the chosen one for this assignment. To show how the broken can be mended, that pieces can be put back together, and the dull can still shine. If God could do it for me; He can do it for you. I pray my story motivates, inspires, empowers, and show someone a new light.

The Present Testament Volume Eleven is one of a series of my God-dictated published books. My books reveal the presence of Almighty God during this generation as his presence was revealed within the Hly Bible. The Present Testament Volume Eleven reveals my position as Gods sent modern-day messenger and prophetess. The passages within my books are messages from the Lord God today. Because Almighty God is unchanging, some of the contents of this book may be familiar to the Christian readers. Oh, what a blessed period of time that we live in! For Almighty God has shown his holy presence and visibility through me, one of his humbled servants and bride. Let us give him continuous praise, glory, and acknowledgment!

OH WHAT A FIGHT!!! THE BATTLE BETWEEN BARBARA, THE VICTORIOUS ONE, AND satan THE BIG LOSER They (Barbara, Gods Tangible representative and satan, the devil), have entered the boxing ring (Earth). They have put on their fighting gloves. They have walked to their stations inside the ring (Earth). The Fight is about to begin-And we all know which one will win! For the Winner represents God, The All Powerful One! The Winner represents God, The Holy One! The Winner represents God, The Merciful One! The Winner represents God, The Compassionate One! The Winner represents God, The Forgiving One! The Winner represents Eternal Life! The Winner is Barbara!!!

"Never Would Have Made It" is the 93rd Career Book Publication of the Man of God: Bobby John Richard, Jr. in hopes that the Saints of God realize that If The Lord Had Not Been On Our Side: We Would Have Never Made It Through All Of The Personal Hardships That We Have Faced In Our Lives!!!"Never Would Have Made It" is the True Testimony of the Humbled Servant of the Lord: Bobby John Richard, Jr. expressing the Greatest Joys Of Having The Lord God On Our Side: That With Him: We Will Make It Through All Of The Pains, Sorrows, Grief, Disappointments, Trials, Tribulations, and Tears: so that we may be share our Testimonies with others, by saying these words, "If The Lord Had Not Been On My Side: I Never Would Have Made It!!!""Never Would Have Made It" is the Third Book of the 2012 Testimony, Trial, and Tears Ministry Series.

Barbara speaking to God's children: He hung there: he hung there for you and Me. He hung there, my brothers and sisters, on the foretold Tree. He expressed a Divine unselfish love for the whole world to See. He hung there, my brothers and sisters, for you and Me.

“Matt Heard writes winsomely and compellingly, answering that quiet aching so many people – yes, even Christians – have that there must be more to life…. I highly recommend Life With a Capital L!” - Joni Eareckson Tada, Joni and Friends International Disability Center What is it that you long for? Dream about? Hunger after? We all desire more than just the endurance of our daily routines. But often we feel limited and stuck — like we’re merely existing instead of living. That’s not the way it was meant to be. God intends the humanity in each of us to be deeply experienced, lavishly enjoyed, and exuberantly celebrated. In fact this is what the gospel is all about. Yes, the gospel. Contrary to conventional thinking — inside and outside the church — following Jesus is not about denying our humanness but embracing it. Rather than acting more spiritual or being more religious, we’re called and enabled to become more fully human… and alive. Matt Heard escorts us on a journey of discovery: that Jesus didn’t come to save us from our humanity — Christ instead yearns to restore it to what God originally intended. Matt then explores ten key areas where everyday life can become extraordinary Life. Christ promised we could “live life to the full.” He didn’t just mean eventually. Life with a Capital L is the Life you are longing for. Now.