The Weeping Buddha

National Book Award nominee Heather Dune Macadam presents her first novel - as mysterious and alluring as a Buddhist Koan. New Year's Eve: Long Island detectives Devon Halsey and Lochwood Brennen, secret lovers, are thrust into mayhem by the grisly murder of Devon's best friend. What has haunted Devon for years begins to take shape, and as she dissects the file, she learns that the carvings in the victims' bodies are actually Koans - unanswerable questions that must be meditated upon in order to reach enlightenment.

Set against the lush jungles and rice fields of South East Asia, and a dreamscape of half sunken boats in the back woods of Northern California, this is the story of three people. It is the story of Anna who possesses an extraordinary emotional depth and healing ability from which she is hiding; Pushpa, her daughter, left in Burma with a cruel and violent ex husband, she is the mistress of a bitterness that can fill oceans; and Michael, a New York environmental lawyer who has lost his soul in the bland absences and the grey wintertime slush of empty material success. Born in a poor family in rural Southeast Asia, Anna grew up relentlessly drawn to the mysteries of life and to following a deep calling that leads her from violence and turmoil to serendipity and grace. As the result of birth, training and heart wrenching trauma, Anna has an unwanted ability to weep for the suffering of the people whom she encounters. Wherever she goes, and despite her protestations, she is recognized as a modern day saint: one who teaches with tears instead of words, with kindness instead of concepts and humility instead of arrogance. Her escape from a brutal marriage sends her off into the world with limited resources and ill health requiring her to engage with people in ways she had never dreamed. Men and woman are drawn to her capacity to penetrate their aloneness with her feelings, and her deep connection with her own sexuality. For Anna, however, the veneration, the fame and the material acquisitions stand in sharp contrast to a deep sense of shame about her own failure to save her daughter from her conscienceless ex-husband. Eating away at her soul, this finally sends her into running and then hiding in the back woods of California, living in a rapidly deteriorating house that appears to be weeping. Michael has become everything he was supposed to be, but feels a deep loss and a gnawing sense that he has betrayed himself. Seeing an online news story about a proposed upscale housing project in the untouched redwood forests of Northern California, he is inexorably drawn to the forest grove of his childhood, now threatened by development. He leaves his external success behind as he follows what is vitally important to him inside. In the course of pitting himself against the developers, he encounters Anna, an extraordinary woman, haggard and darkly beautiful, camped on the side of a dreamlike river in the woods. This passionate confluence of their lives inspires all of them to try to correct what is has gone awry in their lives. Together they set out on a journey to rescue Anna's deeply wounded daughter from the thinly veiled cruelty and exploitation of her ex-husband living in Burma. It challenges Michael to leave the safety of the known world to follow what is most important to him, Anna to admit and accept the extraordinary person she is, and Pushpa to find what lives deeper in her than her anger and cynicism. In a high-risk mission of rescue, the characters are challenged to meet sexuality with sacredness, violence with forgiveness, and fame with humility.

Authored by a survivor of violence memoirs, revelations, confessing years of dread. Disdain the locked drawer holding the contents and confusion of pain. Courage to find the top of the mountain, the arrival, the grateful relief. Poetry, verse and human interest.

"Excess of sorrow laughs. Excess of joy weeps."(William Blake) A cooly impassioned, and "pathward" adventurous series of poems joining two modes of enlightenment, Buddhist and Sufi, that may in many ways be parallel-from my sitting with saintly Shunryu Suzuki of the San Francisco Zen Center in the early 60s, and my blessed time with Qutb Shaykh ibn al-Habib of Fez in Meknes, Morocco, in the 1970s, may Allah be pleased with both of them. Are the two protagonists of these poems the main characters in Waiting for Godot, now no longer waiting, but there? Exalted humor lightens our spiritual endeavors.

An up-to-date survey of Shakespeare's King Lear on screen and the aesthetic, social and political issues raised by screen versions.

Kiera Van Gelder's first suicide attempt at the age of twelve marked the onset of her struggles with drug addiction, depression, post-traumatic stress, self-harm, and chaotic romantic relationships-all of which eventually led to doctors' belated diagnosis of borderline personality disorder twenty years later. The Buddha and the Borderline is a window into this mysterious and debilitating condition, an unblinking portrayal of one woman's fight against the emotional devastation of borderline personality disorder. This haunting, intimate memoir chronicles both the devastating period that led to Kiera's eventual diagnosis and her inspirational recovery through therapy, Buddhist spirituality, and a few online dates gone wrong. Kiera's story sheds light on the private struggle to transform suffering into compassion for herself and others, and is essential reading for all seeking to understand what it truly means to recover and reclaim the desire to live.

Ona Ny's childhood unfolds like a dream. She is treasured by her family, particularly her brother, and though her ecstatic trances sometimes make her feel like a bit of an oddball, her ability to translate her visions into art is always gratifying.But while her mystical nature may seem frivolous during her childhood, years later, after Ona has become a loving wife and mother, it enables her to detect the subtle changes around her that indicate that the blissful tranquillity of everyday life is about to come to an end -- not only for her family but for many others as well. When the Khmer Rouge soldiers enter Phnom Penh and the surrounding villages, Ona understands that the moment is at hand. A novel of terror and transcendence, Buddha Wept insists on the persistence of love and endurance in the face of affliction.The character of Ona Ny is so beautifully drawn, at once so ephemeral and so authentically human, that the reader cannot help but want to be at her side as her life's journey takes her from a world of bliss to a world of unspeakable cruelty. Her sufferings are the reader's sufferings, and her gift -- the ability to muster the spiritual resources needed to transcend suffering -- is the reader's as well.