Where Am I Now

"Thoughtfully traces [Mara Wilson's] journey from child actress to Hollywood dropout...Who is she now? She's a writer." —NPR's "Guide To 2016’s Great Reads" “Growing up, I wanted to be Mara Wilson. Where Am I Now? is a delight.” —Ilana Glazer, cocreator and star of Broad City Named a best book of the month by GoodReads and Entertainment Weekly A former child actor best known for her starring roles in Matilda and Mrs. Doubtfire, Mara Wilson has always felt a little young and out of place: as the only kid on a film set full of adults, the first daughter in a house full of boys, a Valley girl in New York and a neurotic in California, and a grown-up the world still remembers as a little girl. Tackling everything from what she learned about sex on the set of Melrose Place, to discovering in adolescence that she was no longer “cute” enough for Hollywood, these essays chart her journey from accidental fame to relative (but happy) obscurity. They also illuminate universal struggles, like navigating love and loss, and figuring out who you are and where you belong. Candid, insightful, moving, and hilarious, Where Am I Now? introduces Mara Wilson as a brilliant new chronicler of the experience that is growing up female.

“Some journeys take people on long trips. Some journeys are even lifelong. Is it possible for a journey to get you so lost from yourself that you forget who you are? Is it possible that some journeys take people back to themselves? Is it possible that the greatest journey of all is completely devoid of a place or time or distance?” Am I still Dreaming Now? is a novel unlike any other. An unnamed protagonist finds himself on a fantastical journey of much needed healing, starting off in the darkest hell that pervades his remaining will to survive. The story is a literary onion. He will bare his soul to you on his journey towards as the layers of pain are uncovered. Following along his path, you will meet characters reminiscent of stories like Alice in Wonderland. Marching storm clouds, a disappearing cow, a bully of an ant, and much more await your acquaintance. Your journey will take you through hidden valleys with living creatures that are unique to his world, rivers with true deep meanings, plateaus which are heavenly close, and a brook with a voice. They will all help our main character question every aspect of life on his way towards being healed. The story brings up questions of whether anything seen can be considered real, or if it takes place in some kind of lucid dream born from the mind of a wounded soul. The surreal events and creatures you will encounter will cause you to question, am I still dreaming now? While these peculiar events on this journey will forever change how we see the present, they just may save us in the end. Twenty-seven original poems are intricately intertwined within the body of the journey itself. Artists from around the world have contributed eighteen beautiful and imaginative pieces of art. The story will enchant you in a way that is unique and refreshing! All of which take place while you go on this one-of-a-kind healing journey.

Coy Bronson is a talented man who left the mountains of North Carolina to follow his dream to California. Despite many obstacles, Coy leans on his mother's encouragement and develops a successful career as an actor, director, producer, and writer--a career that takes him from Hollywood to New York and Europe during World War II. Known for working with some of the best actors of his time--Charlton Heston, Rock Hudson, Liz Taylor, and Ethel Waters--Coy is shocked when he receives news that his friend, James Dean, has been killed in a car accident. While attending his funeral, Coy sees a beautiful guest who he knows does not belong there. She is Norma Jeane and Coy has no idea that very soon, she will be accused of stealing scripts from Liz Taylor. As Coy becomes immersed in the investigation, he partners with Hudson to either force Norma to confess or uncover the real perpetrator. But when their search leads to murder, Coy is led down a path of personal memories where he relives his journey to achieve his dream. In this compelling novel, a Hollywood director reveals a glimpse into a special relationship with his Mama and his experiences with movie icons as they face a tragedy together.

Eden and Josh reunite as Eden's rape case goes to trial, testing the strength of their relationship amidst the challenges of college life and Eden's pursuit of justice.

I'm what you would call a 'challenge junkie'. Others have challenged me all my life. "Ain’t no woman made it yet in this business and you won't either!” they said to me. I took that challenge and beat out 240 men to become the #1 saleswoman in that company. In the early '90s, Venture Capitalists simply did not fund women in technology.

These true life stories are related to the parable Jesus told, in Luke chapter 15, The Good Shepherd, where Jesus leaves the larger group to find the one that is lost. We all, at one point in our lives, are lost sheep. As a result, The Good Shepherd calls each one of us to a personal relationship with Him. Sometimes it is simple. Sometimes it seems He calls them with great personal upheaval. Either way, He calls everyone individually. Read about the road each person traveled and see how God intervened at times until He finally made a call which they accepted. These are interesting and heartwarming accounts. You will be amazed to read about the many turns some have made going far from God, then read how He drew them close. It will make you reflect on your own story of how God is calling, or has called you.